Since i met you:)

It really doesn't matter.I got you and i don't mind where you are cause i keep you safe inside
Its always've been difficult but i see that now things feel easier
I put my faith on you,i trust you and i love you and when you gimme that smile i smile too

New beginning...

Well,this time i try for myself
this time i try for my own good
I cant say that i don't care about the people i love
its just that i need space,to see deep inside
and all the things i wanted i leave it behind
i'll live with memories and good times
On my own but with you by my side at the same time
Love and hope is all i ask from you
We'll meet sometime when things get better
Like nothing ever happened
Like i never left
Like i was always there
Cause in me its you you live...

Still...

I recall some moments,oh sweet moments
You wrapped your fingers round mine
Blessed with softness,yes
Your love was all over the place
I was up to the sky,oh so high
You and I,your eyes and your smile
In your hands i felt like a child
The grass and the flowers
A kiss and then laughters
Wont you stay?hey..
I still feel this way
I need it,i need you to be
Don't take it away,away from me
But you did it already
My eyes cold in your arms
And the autumn is back
without you this time..

Guaranteed

How does it feel to feel nothing confusing?
How does it feel to be totally free?
Is it possible to live your dream and your life at the same time?
Is it easy to reach that magic place?
Is it possible to scream your heart out only cause
of happiness and hear the echo?
And can you hear this strange sound?
It comes from my inside
My possessions
My thoughts
My fears and my dreams
I need my soul to be my partner
I have to feed my heart with courage till that moment
May this road reveal the way back home?
I have to find out
Patience and strength my weapons
Family's love my sun and friend's memories my sunshine
Finally you,a sweet pain but a lovely beat that gives me rhythm

Στόχοι

Άραγε ο στόχος που βάζει κάθε άνθρωπος στην ζωή του να καταλήγει όντως σε αυτό που πραγματικά ήθελε;
ή μπορεί να καταλήξει σε κάτι που δεν περίμενε ποτέ να συμβεί;Πολλές φορές προσδοκούμε τελείως διαφορετικά πράγματα
από αυτά που αντικρίζουμε στην πορεία. Νομίζω πως είναι μεγάλο ρίσκο αλλά από την άλλη αν δεν φτάσεις στο σημείο που
πάντα ονειρευόσουν δεν μπορείς να ξέρεις. Αξίζει να ρισκάρεις τελικά;Και αν δεν είναι όπως το περίμενες;Γίνεσαι απλά κομμάτια και ξεκινάς από την αρχή;Πάντα ρίσκαρα για τα πιο μικρά πράγματα δίχως να σκέφτομαι συνέπειες. Ήταν κάτι πυγαίο που ποτέ δεν είχα αποτρέψει.Ήταν και είναι τρόπος ζωής και ας μην έβγαινε πάντα σε καλό και φυσικά καμία πράξη δεν ήταν εις βάρος άλλων αλλά εις βάρος δικό μου.
Μπορεί να μην πιστεύει κανένας στον στόχο που είχα από παιδί αλλά αυτό δεν με επιρεάζει και ούτε πρόκειται να με αποτρέψει απ'το να προσπαθήσω.Δεν θέλω να δώ τον εαυτό μου ως κάτι διαφορετικό στο μέλλον.Και μέχρι τη τελευταία στιγμή θέλω να παλέψω για τα όνειρα μου.Και ποιά είναι αυτά;Να καταφέρω να ζήσω από αυτό που αγαπάω,την ζωγραφική!Έτσι και αλλιώς δεν ήμουν ποτέ άτομο που επιζητούσε την ποσότητα και πόσο μάλλον την υλική.Αυτό είναι λοιπόν ένα όνειρο ζωής,ο στόχος και η πρόκληση.Πετύχω ή όχι θα ξέρω οτι έκανα αυτό που γούσταρα και κανένας πλέον δεν θα μπορεί να το αλλάξει γιατί θα έχω ήδη ολοκληρωθεί σαν άνθρωπος:)

Desire

Sometimes i look into the past and i wonder how ideal could it be to share and be with someone you once died for
but unfortunately it could never work cause of many wrong decisions i guess.But then i wonder again "Would it be really ideal?"
The most unfair part is the chance those never gave you.And then present still can't erase that desire.And the never ending WHY echoes from your inside for once more.And you're left only with some happy heartbeats that die as time passes by.You remain a cripple person who always fix those beloved faces but only a few times fix you back.And this is me..a cripple person still on "standby" waiting to rise from the ashes...

Nonsense

Well i want to give you what you deserve.I feel like i have to cause you're worth it
When i'm with you i feel happy,when you smile its like heaven
Its something that i couldn't see all these years but when we met face to face there was a vibe between us that i couldn't describe with words.You say that you feel safe when i'm around,that you feel calm and happy.
I was holding you in my arms all night long so that you could sleep
But i was not sleepy at all..
And when your lips touched mine just by "accident" i didn't know what to do
I just didn't know how to act..
Then you turned around and sunset came out..
And that was it...