Something to believe in

Sometimes you can't even describe how much you wish things to happen.Living in a world that someone else made for you,screaming out your dreams but no one hears you.You just stay in silence trying not to break down.You once failed and you don't want to disappoint them again but you feel trapped.You can't say a thing,you just follow for a while.
Deep inside you know who you are and no one can't change that.Your dreams from your childhood can wait for a while till you get up again,strong and all grown up.The things that chase you all these years can't force you living your dreams,just be patient.
I keep telling all this to myself so i could keep up strong.I really wait for the moment of freedom and i know it will be all mine.Till then i'll find ways to keep myself happy as much as possible.With friends by my side nothing can turn me down<3

Speak low if you speak love...

We are who we are,
people don't change,
don't you understand
that everything i do
i do it for you?
Anything that might
be special in me
is you...
Give me your hand..
Do you know
what it's this?
It's my heart,
and it's broken...
Can you feel it?
i bet you cant..

So P is for patience:]

First day as a student again with Peter by myside(L)
Studing something i dont really like(accounting)but i guess that thats the way the cookie crumbles x)
2 years more and im outta here.So i got to wait and wait and wait,hehe
Already thinking ways to keep up smiling and do creative things!
Writing music,drawing,taking some pictures,traveling as much as possible
Until the big day i'll kicking it as loud as i can:]
Homies can always make me smile and i love them sooooo much i cant even describe<3
I miss Leah as fuck(Malaka i cant wait to see you again)
I miss soooo many friends and i'll try super hard to visit them
Im thinking of a cuteface all the time:]
What else?Right!I gotta go and sleep x)
Niiiight!

Stucked...

Leave me here
i know the way
i''ll be patient
no matter what it takes
craving for freedom
a tortured soul
so much to say
things you shouldnt know
but life is a teaser
and shows you a lot
you cant do a thing
im helpless but strong
so i'll wait for
yes,i'll wait for that day
but till then
i'll draw again and again
this window of hope
and i wont break down
i wont loose myself
You cant hurt me
not even close
watch me rise
as i watch you burn
you did it once
but never again..

Special..

In this life
we all are on our own
we become someone's world
and suddenly we're gone
Its me,its you,its us
Holding this forbidden fruit
Craving for some truth
Is this possible?
Is this true?
Love is freedom
and always pure
A hidden place
for me and you
Hold my hand
and take me there
I want to breath
i need some air
Its always me and no one else
Forever a dreamer
a snowflake in may...

Child of sun

There was a boy,
called the child of the sun
Looking for his soulmate
The one who let him down
This boy was special
nothing you have seen before
Full of love and pure feelings
despite what he's been through
he didnt care about that anymore
he was on his own now
ready and strong
But i wont tell you nothing more
I wish i could but even me cant tell
Only the boy knows this story's end
All i can do is to wish him all the best...

Dreams...

In my dreams
there's a place,
more than beautiful,
full of grace.
I smell the grass,
stand under the sky,
watch the clouds,
i feel so alive.
I play with colours
as nature sings,
fill up my soul
with wonderful things.
In this world
there is no pain,
watch me smile as i lay.
I close my eyes,
the feeling's so great,
nothing to prove
nothing to care about.
Come and meet me
lay by myside,
be part of this
whenever you like...